Friday, September 28, 2012

Immense, Quantum, Of Joy


Exhausted physique,
From morning workouts
Finally!
Its mid day.

Time for daily meditation
Raising energy
toward optimum

Who else
could be envisioned
along side aspirations

Her spirit
Inheriting
such immense attention

Practically absorbing
A gi’normous quantum
of me time.

Even in these lonely
Moments
She lives in
and relieves old torments

So in silence,
deep breaths embraces
Today's hope,

Peace and joy
Releasing yesterdays.
Namaste.

Shortly,
Doorknob turns
Easy with no precipitation

Her presence now vivid
Suddenly,
Eye contact

Her smile
Gives me a peek
Away
From struggles

Perfect shaped lips
I cannot resist
May I insist for another kiss?
She smiles again

Only to arouse
my sentiments
Like no other

“Yes”, she says
softly
Approaching me
Openhearted

Darling,
What’s for lunch? I asked...
Well-prepared
She interrupts

“I know baby,
Turkey burger,
Fried green beans
and a glass of fresh lemonade”.

Then periodically
Stares into my eyes
Precisely

As if she can read
Into my next
Thoughts.

Walked slowly
By me,
She rest on my lap

Routinely,
I told
a childhood story,
She listened.

She smiled,
staring into me again.
Whispered, “I love you”

Monday, October 31, 2011

Blue Sky

I SEE THE BLUE SKY SAY, THE LORD'S COMING THOUGH...
I had these dreams in my head of an endless sphere
I could see it from my window
Wouldn't take that long to get me there
Keep running til'I can't go
Remember the beautiful things life could give me
Crazy how i'm the one
Could've been anywhere, but i'm sitting in the air
With the wolves up staring at the sun
Ohh, in the sky we'll find the light
Ohh, ain't too high we'll shine at night
No we in the skies, blue skies
And we going higher, last night
.......
This is a piece i took from the song "Blue Sky" By Common and it sort of describes my current emotions. Hopefully i can elaborate more on this subject in the coming days...


Thursday, October 6, 2011

And i Love You


In Every Way
i Love it when we Play
i Love you in my Pray
i Loved you then
and Love for you to Stay
My Darling,
knows my heart,
knows my intentions,
and that's all we need to start...

is That i Love You.
in Every Way

i wish i could say more
i wish i could play more
i'm learning,
some things are better left quiet
i'm learning,
silence brings clarity.
I hope you had a fun day
on this beautiful sunday.
Me,
i slept all day.
hoping i get to travel to a place filled with joy
like little boys, on the playground
with friends, toys, and play sounds.

i slept hoping once awake,
life will have a different shape.
hoping once awake,
our struggles was all a fake.
Even food is no longer of interest
appetite is felt-less
i hope for a regain, tomorrow.
i hope our good days will follow
i hope,
through God,
bad days ahead will be borrowed.
sometimes,
i wish i offered more.

This is the illusion involved when my mind is talking to you.
Even in the midst of tribulations,
we must survive.
Even in the midst of complications,
our sense of humor will keep things alive...

Monday, August 8, 2011

FREELANCE REFLECTION

NO MORE LOSING SLEEP

WHEN AIMING FOR EXCELLENCE

NO MORE PLEADING

WHEN FOCUSED ON STRIVING

TO THE MASTERY OF TEMPERANCE


WOKE UP THIS MORNING

FEELING LIKE THE FUTURE.

BELONGING IN A CITY

WHERE NO LESS

IS TAKEN

BUT PERFORMANCE

UNDER PRESSURE


HAPPY IS HOME,

NOW OVER HERE ?

ITS ROUGH RUGGET AND RAW.

AND GRINDING

IS THE RESEMBLANCE

OF IT ALL


STILL,

THE PRESENCE OF GOD

VIGOROUSLY FELT…

**I have no idea where I’m going with this but my mind is traveling very fast and I love this lane so fast and so furious. Hope you catch my drift.**


WOKE UP THIS MORNING

EYES DRY

BETTER THAN LAST NIGHT

BUT EMOTIONALLY

ROLLERCOASTING

ON VIVIAN GREEN.


TOOK A SHOT

AT DAILY ROUTINE

MEDITATION

VAPORIZING STEAM


CLARITY IS

OUT OF REACH

ON THIS DAY

FILLED WITH CLOUDS


HEARD A VOICE

CLEAR AND LOUD

SAYING,

IT’S HARD TO KNOW YOUR WORTH

WHEN SURROUNDED

BY WORTHLESS.


TRUTH IS,

THERE'S NO GREATER

SATISFACTION

THAN ACTING ALONE


AT LAST,

DISAPPOINTMENTS

LOOKS LIKE A MIRROR

REFLECTION OF SELF.


AFTER GIVING

EVERYTHING,

IT'S TIME,

TIME TO GIVE

EVERYTHING UP.


LET EVERYTHING DOWN

LET EVERYTHING GROUND

LIKE A SEED


LET IT GROW

LET IT FLOW

LET GOD...


Monday, July 11, 2011

DarkHole

IT’S HARD STANDING UP WHEN YOUR HEAD IS ALWAYS HUNG DOWN. IT’S HARD EXPOSING YOUR CAPABILITIES, WHEN IN FEAR YOU CONSTANTLY ABOUND. IT’S HARD TO VISUALIZE THE END, WHEN YOU WON’T EVEN START. IT’S HARD TO FIND HOPE FOR THE FUTURE, WHEN YOU’RE NOT ASSURED BY FAITH. IT’S HARD TO FIND HOPE, WHEN YOU DON’T HAVE THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS NOT SEEN. IT’S HARD TO FIND HOPE WHEN YOU'RE GOING DOWN HILL. IT’S HARD TO CLAIM THE VICTORY WHEN YOU’VE ALREADY ACCEPTED DEFEAT. IT’S HARD TO KNOW YOUR WORTH, WHEN YOU’RE SURROUNDED BY WORTHLESS. IT’S HARD TO SEE YOUR WORTH, WHEN YOUR ENEMY IS THE CONSTANT REMINDER OF HOW YOU’VE FALLEN SHORT OF YOUR FATHER’S COMMANDS. IT’S HARD TO LAY YOUR BURDENS DOWN, WHEN YOU NEVER KNEW THEY WERE NOT MEANT FOR YOU TO HAVE. IT’S HARD KNOWING THAT YOU ARE FORGIVEN, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN REDEEMED. IT’S HARD TO KEEP THE FAITH, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW HE’S A REFUGE FOR THE OPPRESSED, A STRONGHOLD IN TIMES OF TROUBLE. IT’S HARD TO EXPERIENCE FREEDOM, WHEN YOU’RE HANDCUFFED TO YOUR PAST. IT’S HARD TO FIND THE JOY, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW THE PROMISE THAT YOUR PRESENT STRUGGLES SHALL COME TO PASS. IT’S HARD TO MOVE FORWARD, WHEN YOU’RE SET ON LOOKING BACK. IT’S HARD TO SEE THE ABUNDANCE, WHEN YOU’RE FOCUSED ON YOUR LACKS. IT’S HARD TO FIGHT THE BATTLE, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW THAT IT IS ALREADY WON.

IT’S HARD TO SEE THE RANBOW WHEN YOU’RE TOO AFRAID TO STEP OUT OF THE DARK. IN DEED IN EVERY DARK HOLE THERE’S ALWAYS A CRACK, AND THAT’S WHERE THE LIGHT COMES IN. BUT I TELL YOU IT’S EVEN HARDER TO SEE THAT LIGHT, WHEN YOU HAVE NOT ACCEPTED THE SON.

Written by Yannick

Inspired by Sharece Vance

Sunday, July 10, 2011

MARIA VALENCIA

THE COUPLE LIVED IN A TOWN THAT SEEM TO HAVE A PROSPEROUS FUTURE. GEOGRAPHICALLY, THE TOWN CONSIST OF PLATEAUS, MOUNTAINS AND VALLEYS. ITS CLIMATE, TROPICAL AND RAIN FOREST LIKE PROVIDED EVIDENCE OF NATURAL GROWTH ACROSS ITS DARK BROWNISH SOIL. A RIVER SHAPED LIKE A UNICORN, BIRTHED IN THE NORTHEAST REGION DOWN TO THE SOUTHWEST REGION JOINING THE ATLANTIC. WITH A CARPENTRY BUSINESS THE COUPLE'S FUTURE LOOKED PROMISING AS THE TOWN’S POPULATION STAGGERED ON A WEEKLY BASIS. ** Rosa-Maria is the name of the woman in this story. ** Valencia is the third largest city in Spain.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE HARBOR.

I FELL BEHIND CRYING ON THE DOCK

DEPARTED WITH MY LIFETIME INVESTMENT AND STOCK.

THERE GOES THE SHIP…

ON A JOURNEY TO VAST WATERS OF THE OCEAN

THE RIVER IS NO LONGER A CHALLENGE

LIFE’S NO LONGER A BALANCE

SHE’S TAKEN ALL THAT WAS LEFT OF ME TO VALENCIA

WHO’S TO PUT ME OUT OF THIS MISERY?

GOD, THE CONQUERER OF ALL

PLEASE WAKE ME FROM THIS REALITY.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE HARBOR.

I FELL BEHIND CRYING ON THE DOCK

THIRSTY AS SAHARA

I AM WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO BRING GROWTH.

IN THE MORNING, I DAY DREAM ABOUT OUR LIVES TOGETHER

REMINISCING ON THE DAYS WE PLANNED TO EXCHANGE VOWS IN THE LATE SEASONS OF JUNE.

WONDERING HOW YOU DISAPPEARED FOREVER

IN THE NIGHT I COUNT THE PATTERNS OF THE MOON BECAUSE ROSA-MARIA OVER POWERED SLEEP.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

DEPARTED FROM THE HARBOR

I’M LEFT WITH A LONG LASTING DETRIMENT TO MY SPIRIT.

MEMORIES REMAIN ALIVE UNTIL WE UNITE

AS THE SUN’S FINGERPRINTS RELOCATES ACROSS THE SKY,

I HOPE THE GODS OF THE WIND PUNISH THE WAVES THAT KEPT MY WORRIES TIED.

**PHASE 2**

CANOEING THROUGH VAST WATERS OF THE OCEAN

RESISTING CONSTANT WAVES IN MOTION,

ALL SO I MAY FOLLOW THIS MATCHING SOUND OF MY HEART BEAT,

HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN VALENCIA.

STRIVING THROUGH FORESTS UNKNOWN,

SEEKING TO GRASP HER APPEARANCE IN FULL BLOWN,

I HEARD STORIES LIKE THESE HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS.

HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN VALENCIA.

IT IS TRUE THAT OPPORTUNITY COMES TO THOSE WHO WAIT.

BUT JUST HOW CLOSE ONE MUST BE IN ORDER TO SEIZE ?

LOVE IS SOMETIMES JUST BELIEFS OF THE UNTHINKABLE…

THIS TIME MY BEATS HAS TAKEN AN ALTERNATIVE DIRECTION

PALPABLE AS REALITY BE, I FOUND HER MAKING SOUNDS WITH ANOTHER KIND

DEFINITELY NOT MINE.

IMPOSING SELF TO EMBRACE THIS FINAL MOMENT WITH RELIEF IS ALL THAT’S LEFT OF ME

IN THIS EPIPHANY

REGARDLESS OF THE PROMISES MADE ON RAIN, STORM, SLEET & SNOW

SHE’S DISCOVERED A NEW FLOW, TO CARRY ON

I MUST LET HER GO.

AND SO AT NIGHT, MY MEMOIRE PREPARES ITS SHARE…

MY DEAR,

YOU DISCOREVERED A NEW SOUND.

I FEARED THERE’S NO COMING BACK.

BUT MAY THIS MUSIC BE EVERLASTING TO YOUR EARS

FOR THEY DON’T COME IN VAGUE

ENJOY.

**PHASE 3**

IF YOU WANT TO BE GIVEN EVERYTHING, GIVE EVERYTHING UP.

EVEN THOUGH GIVING IS NOT A TWO WAY STREET.

DAYS HAVE PASSED AND LIFE LOOKS MORE LIKE REAPED HISTORY

I SHALL DARE TO UTTER BLASPHEMIES AGAINST IT

MEMORIES OF THE DOCK AND THE WAVES AND ROSA-MARIA TRIGGER MY LONG GONE SENSE OF TOUCH TO HOW WE USE TO BE.

NOW I SEE THAT IT IS EASY LOVING THAN BEING LOVED…