Saturday, April 30, 2011

Our World

This weekend i stayed home and reflect on this past week. Here is what i've learned: 8 U.S. Air force troops killed in Afghanistan a couple days ago by a member of the Afghan security forces. In Syria soldiers were ordered by their government to shoot and kill unarmed civilians. Soldiers who refused to do so were shot at (executed). Over 250 dead bodies are found in the state of Alabama alone after killer tornadoes hit 6 southern states.
But on CNN "The most trusted news in the world" All i see is the updates and celebration of prince Williams wedding. This is what our world is turning into. I can only imagine what's next.

Despite my personal struggles, above all i once again thank God for granting me a lifestyle well beyond a vast majority of souls on earth and my thoughts and heart goes out to all the families suffering from this past week's tragedies.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

FAY

~PHASE 1: REM SLEEP~

I’M CRYING EVRYONE’S TEARS

CAN YOU HEAR THE SOUND BEHIND THE WATERFALL OF SORROW

THE DEEP SOUNDS FROM THE BACKBONES OF MOTHER AFRICA

AS SHE CRIES BECAUSE SHE CLAIRVOYANTLY FELT THE DOWN FALLS OF TOMORROW

A RAPID SADNESS THAT SETS A GENERATION ON FREEZE LIKE ANTARTICA

COLDNESS BEYOND MEASURE.

SHE SAYS, “MY REPERTOIRE LOOKS EMPTY AND LEFTY

I WONDER WHO LEFT ME

I WONDER WHO WILL RAISE ME FROM THIS IS SO AWFUL”

CAN YOU HEAR THE SOUND BEHIND HER TEARS FILLED WITH SORROW?

HER TERRESTRIAL RICHES FOREVER BORROWED

SHE'S FORCED TO WORSHIP HER SO CALL GOVERNMENT AND PRESIDENT

WHILE THEY DRIVE MERCEDES BENZ, SHE STRIVE FOR DIVIDENDS

THOUGH STILL FAR FROM A NORMAL RESIDENT

HER LIFE IS UNDER TOTAL ANARCHY

STRUGGLES TO FEED HER CHILDREN,

SO THE HUNGRY ADOLESCENT JOIN THE ARMY

AND SADLY FAMILIARIZE THEMSELVES WITH M16’s AND SNIPER AMMOs

“I’M CRYING EVERONE’S TEARS” SO SHE SAYS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN…

AND DEEPLY BREATHES IN PAIN

~PHASE 2: PRESENCE OF CONSCIOUS~

SUDDENLY I’M AWAKEN BY THIS SADNESS

THE ADRENALINE RUSHED THROUGH MY VEINS

SEEKING FOR A REACTION

RUTHLESS WORDS AND THOUGHTS RUNING THROUGH ME…

VIOLENCE!

REVANGENCE!

I’M FILLED WITH FURIOUS ANGER AGAINST THE UNSEEN

I’M READY FOR FATALITY

READY FOR WAR

READY TO GO AGAINST ALL SORTS OF BRUTALITY FORMED AGAINST FAY

“WAIT! WAIT! BREATHE…”

AS I WELCOME MORE OXYGEN INTO MY RESPIRATORY CHAMBERS,

“OK! OK! THINK FOR A MONENT”

THIS IS NOT LOGICAL

WHY THIS CALAMITY?

WHAT EVER HAPPEN TO THE PROMISED DESTINY?

FILLED WITH BLUE SKIES, TALL TREES, AND COOL BREEZES FROM THE TROPICALS

WE’RE ALL SUPPOSE TO PROSPER AS GOD’S CHILDREN DO

~PHASE 3: THE CONCLUSION~

TRAUMATIZATION HAS CAUSED A LACK OF FOCUS

WEAKENED MY SCHEMAS

LACK OF PREPARATION DEVELOPED CRITICAL PRESSURE

IT’S AMAZING HOW THE SUPERNATURAL PREPARES THE FUTURE

FOR SOME, THE OUTCOME IS AS PRECIOUS AS TREASURE

FOR OTHERS, LIFE’S A ROLLER COASTER…

NO CONSISTENCY

NO TENDENCY TO ONE DAY BE AWAKEN OUT OF COMPLACENT MENTALITY

“I’M CRYING EVERONE’S TEARS” SO SHE SAYS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN…

AND DEEPLY BREATHES IN PAIN

THIS IS INSANE

---------------------This is a story about a women from my dream. hopeless and her life turned sour and dry with no where to escape. Regardless of how terrible this dream was i decided to name the women FAY, meaning Faith.------------------

Heb.11:1 Now faith is the substance of all things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

The Feeling: 112240TSC707.35TPA622

The Feeling, direction, explanation, and contemplating the Ifs.

All in the opposite force of the earth’s rotation

Grounded as Gravitation.

~If I Can Explain The Way I Feel~

Stuck while searching for an even kill

Who’s to hear?

Who’s to fear?

None.

No one cares

No one shares

And all I see is Hurtful tears.

Though loneliness takes comfort, Deep inside I shout in great glory to the almighty;

For opportunity granted to live a lifestyle well above a vast majority of souls on earth.

Since unfinished business is not my forte,

I strive on that even kill

Hoping to put the finishing touch on this portray before sunset

Only until

Who’s to blame?

Self. Self.

May the strong survive

The weak Shaken

The virgin thrown in the snake pit or deep in the ocean honoring the kraken.

Only until

The more things change,

The more I stay the same

Seasons will come and go

But I will never change my flow

Rather be the shelf

Not the product in it

Real soldiers win it

Only until.

Never Still.

Rumble young man, Rumble…