Leave me my name

Because it is my name! Because I cannot have another in my life! Because I lie and sign myself to lies! Because I am not worth the dust on the feet of them that hang! How may I live without my name? I have given you my soul; leave me my name! ~ Arthur Miller

My Reflections...

I was Born with a spark. Then, my family fan the spark until it became a flame. My struggles fed the flame until it became a fire. Now, after a decade of enduring the pain and difficulties to reconcile my ideals with reality, im ready to turn the next chapter and feed this Fire until it becomes a Roaring Blaze. ~ Yannick

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She said: "Reflection is Protection"...
No dear, God is protection. Reflection is the advocate of our minds which function w/in wordly views; and seeks itself for either conformity on the views at stake or to construct barracades due to fears of the unknown. But God. God dear is the only connection to our heart and soul which provide an everlasting safety untouchable to the wordly, nor the ordinary, nor the incubi pressing to devour unity. I wish the best for you.

Dark side of the moon...

The other side of the moon

The unseen, The most falsely talked about in the minds of the unknown.

Shall i provide energy towards explaining? Though with such strong one sided mindset within my adversary, my chances of shifting favor toward mutual ground is smaller than slim. Indeed impossible is nothing but forcing an issue can also cause a detriment to the delema. so i await untill the spirit speaks to me... And so it did and i heard it loud and clear. Love an organism unseen...

0102.512TSC1331...Good times was celebration. Bad times was complications. Though my best may have not been sufficient to continue this ride, i am satisfied for having the opportunity to share without interest, to give without seeking return, and to open with no intentions of closing. I wonder why do All good things comes to an end?

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YESTERDAY,

BRIGHT AS SUNNY, SWEET AS HONEY, HER PRESENCE HOW STORMY. AND SO I NICK NAMED HER GOLDIE.

MY FRIEND SAID SHE'S THE ONE FOR ME.

CHOOSING HER WORDS CAREFULLY WHENEVER SHE'S REVEALING HER CONCERNS

SEEKING FOR HER COMFORT WHEN SHE ASKS FOR MY INTENTIONS TO BE CLEAR IN RETURN

MY QUIET AND OBSERVING WAYS PROVOKES WORRY LIKE ATTITUDE, AND SO I SPEAK TO HER WITH MY TOUCHES

A LANGUAGE ONLY READABLE TO THOSE EQUIPPED WITH A SENSE OF TOUCH

I WISH TO TAKE HER TO THAT PROMISE LAND. WHERE MY TOUCHES CAN REMAIN IN STEALTHY AND OUR INTIMACY CAN REMAIN IMPLICIT

TODAY,

DAYS HAVE BEEN VASTLY TURNING INTO NIGHTS AND THEN THE SUN RISES AGAIN... LEAVING ME TO WONDER WHERE DOES TIME GO. LEAVING ME TO WONDER ABOUT THE UNFINISHED BUSINESS OF THE NIGHT BEFORE. LEAVING ME TO WONDER IF I WILL BE ABLE TO SUSTAIN THE STABILITY OF THIS UNSTABLE BEAST THAT I, MYSELF PROVOKED. LEAVING ME TO WANDER. TO WANDER. LEAVING ME. LEAVING... AS I SEEK TO RUN WITH IT, TIME LAPS ME TIME AND TIME AGAIN. TOO SWIFT, IT NEVER BOTHER TO WAIT ON ME. GOD SAID THE RACE IS NOT GIVEN TO THE SWIFT, BUT TO THE ONE WHO ENDURETH IT. THEREFORE, I LOOK TO SAVOUR IT. AND SO I'LL PUT ON THE WHOLE ARMOUR OF THE CREATOR AND STAND AGAINST THE WILES OF DARKNESS. SET MY MEMOIRE ON TRACK WITH CARPE DIEM. YESTERDAY'S MISTAKES WILL SEEK TO HINDER MY PRESENCE, TODAY WILL WIN THAT BATTLE.

TOMORROW,

WILL BE LEFT ALONE UNTIL PRESENT. THIS RACE WILL BE STEADY PACED AND LIFE WILL BE JOYFUL AND PEACEFUL AS I EMBRACE TIME FOR WHAT IT GIVES. NOT KNOWING IS LIKE BEING IN A COMA. BUT MY UNKNOWNS OF TOMORROW WILL EMBRACE THE SHIELD OF FAITH WHERE I SHALL BE ABLE TO QUENCH ALL THE FIERY DARTS OF THE WICKED...

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TIME PASSED

TIME CHANGED

I WILL NEVER LET MY DREAMS BEING CHASED AWAY.

HOPEFUL THOUGHTS EVEN IN THE MIDST OF TRIBULATIONS SHALL NEVER DECAY

AS LONG AS THE BODY REMAINS IN PLAY

SO AS THEY SAY, ONLY STRENGTH REACHES SURVIVAL

THIS IS HOW HE STARTS HIS DAY… FOLLOWED BY A BRIEF MOMENT OF SILENT BUILDING THOUGHTS TO REACH OPTIMUM.

AT TIMES HE VISION FLASHES OF HIS SUCCESS

THOUGH AWAKEN BY THE VIBES OF MORTAL SENSES THE ENEMY PREPARES AT THE END OF HIS JOY

HE FIGHTS TO RECALL DURING RECESS.

HE LIVED IN TWO ZONES UNDER THE SAME CIRCUMSTANCE

A ZONE CONSIST OF IMAGINATIONS THAT MADE HIM CLAIRVOYANT. THE OTHER, REFLECTING REALITY AND CREATING DE JA VUE. BUT HE CAN NEVER GRASP THE IT. HE FEAR BECOMING GOD’S SERVANT. SO WHEN THAT SAME FEAR OF WHAT THE FUTURE HELD SETTLED AND KEPT HIM INAPT TOWARD DEVIATING WHAT’S TO COME, HE HELD HIMSELF IN A BUNDLE AND ACCEPT TO WATCH THE WORLD TURN LEFT.

A DISASTROUS BEAST MOTIVATED TO RAISE AN ARMY AGAINST THE RIGHTEOUS. FILLED WITH FURIOUS ANGER… HE SAYS, “I CAN’T STOP IT NOW, IT ACCUMULATED A STRONG MOMENTUM OVER ME”.

FEELING GUILTY OF NOT ACCOMPLISHING HIS VOWS, HE ATTEMPT TO TAKE HIMSELF OUT HOPING TO ESCAPE THE PAIN. ONLY TO REALIZE THAT THE AFTER LIFE BROUGHT THE SAME. NEVER MIND SPARKS OF PROPANE. THE REST OF HIS DAYS WILL BE SURROUNDED BY EVERLASTING FLAMES.

TIME PASSED

TIME CHANGED

I WILL NEVER LET MY DREAMS BEING CHASED AWAY

FAR THOUGHTS IN THE MIDST OF TRIBULATIONS SHALL NEVER DECAY

AS LONG AS THE BODY REMAINS IN PLAY

SO AS THEY SAY, ONLY THE STRENGTH REACHES SURVIVAL

AND ONLY THE GIVER OF TIME CAN TAKE BACK OR CAUSE REBIRTH

UNTIL THE END OF TIME, IF HIS MESSAGE CAN REACH BACK THE EARTH THEN IT SHALL SAY: ACT UPON YOUR RESPONSIBILITY.

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AS SOON AS THE DISTRIBUTION OF LABOUR COMES INTO BEING, EACH MAN HAS A PARTICULAR, EXCLUSIVE SPHERE OF ACTIVITY, WHICH IS FORCED UPON HIM AND FROM WHICH HE CANNOT ESCAPE. DISREGARD THE DATA, INTERPRETATIONS, AND WORD OF MOUTH; IT COMES DOWN TO THE HAVES AND THE HAVE NOTS. THOUGH IN THIS PARTICULAR ESTATE THE HAVES ARE PLAYING IN MY FAVOR AND I MADE IT LOOK EFFORTLESS. ITS JUST A GAME, AND MY POSITION IS NOT TO BE INTERESTED IN PRESERVING THE STATUS QUO, PERHAPS TO OVERTHROW IT. MY HAVES ARE MY KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING WHICH WILL NEVER DECAY; NOT THE NAME ON THE FOUR WHEELS I MANEUVER, THE TAG NAME ON THE TEXTURE COVERING MY SKIN, NOR THE STERLINGS AND FRANKS IN MY CHAMBERS WILL DETERMINE WHATS TO COME. ITS JUST A GAME, AND MY POSITION IS TO CONTEMPLATE THE IFS AND LEARN ALL THE FACTS VIA NATURALISTIC OBSERVATION. ITS JUST A GAME, I WISH YOU CAN JUST PLAY. STOP LOOKING FOR LOYALTY AND LOVE, FOR AS THE AIR EXIST BY FAITH AND THE WIND ASSURES ITS EXISTENCE; LET YOUR INSTINCTS & FEELINGS BE THE JUDGE TO THE LOYALTY & LOVE THAT LIVES IN ME EVERLASTINGLY. THE POWERFUL UNCONSCIOUS...

OGCJM...

Within each person's venue to success, only so much can be accomplished. Its not based on material own, nor the amount of monetary flashed that shall project true status. In fact, wisdom is the key to promoting a prosperous future. Trust within self is greater than all.

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WITH BARS LEAVING SPACES BETWEEN JUST ENOUGH TO ESCAPE. BUT TO WHERE? THE WORLD UNKNOWN… WITH DISASTERS APPROACHING AS LETHAL AS HURRICANES OF THE SOUTHEASTERN REGION. TRANQUILITY AND LAUGHTER SHALL KEEP MY MEMOIRE EQUAL TO THIS SEQUEL OF HATRED AND SUCCUBI THE EARTHLY HAS DRAWN… TODAY, THE SKY LOOKS INFINITE LIKE LIFE OF THE ETERNAL. YESTERDAY HE COUNTED LOSES. AND SO REGARDLESS OF THE PULLING GRAVITY, HE KEEPS VISION TOWARD THE INFINITE, AND STRIVE TO THE MASTERY OF TEMPERANCE... TOMORROW IS FILLED WITH THE ABUNDANCE LIKE THE SECOND COMING OF, GO FIGURE. FEAR NO LONGER EXIST, BATTLES AT THE ARMAGEDDON IS NO LONGER A CHALLENGE, FAITH CREATED A TRUE BORN LION... AND FOLKS AROUND HIS WAY CALL HIM DAMU... THE EVERLASTING ROOTS…

The same place u feel like u a prisoner but at the same place be successful. For some the truth sets free and others fear of the unknown. Not knowing is the coma we all unconsciously seek to revive from...

*THE CAGE*