RaNdOm

How can you tell the rain not to fall when clouds exist. How can you tell the leaves not to fall when the wind exist. How can you tell me not to fall in love when you exist... i seek to live ur presence today, tomorrow, to infinity in Unity!

Tinie Tempah - Written In The Stars ft. Eric Turner

PATIENCE, KINDNESS, SLOW TO ANGER

WITH HER I LEARNED PATIENCE

WITH HER I LEARNED KINDNESS

WITH HER I BECAME SLOW TO ANGER

LOVE,

LIKE AN ORGANISM UNSEEN

SHE CAUGHT MY INSTINCTS

BY SURPRISE

LIKE AN EARLY SUN RISE,

AWAKEN I WAS BY HER SPIRIT

WITH HER I LEARNED PATIENCE

WITH HER I LEARNED KINDNESS

WITH HER I BECAME SLOW TO ANGER

LOVE,

AT TIMES,

I FIND MYSELF

PROTECTIVE OF HER.

LIKE THE FULLY BLOWN

DAFFODILS BY THE LAKE

HER PRESENCE,

A THING OF BEAUTY

UNTIL,

UNTIL THE DAYS CONFRONTATIONS

AND ARGUMENTS TOOK TURN.

SHE TRANSFORMED

INTO A PERSON NEVER SEEN

INTO SOMETHING

SOMETHING AFRAID TO STARE AT

BLOOD BOILING

IN A LOSS FOR WORDS

FELT BETRAYED

ASHAMED

OF SELF ALL WAS LEFT OF ME

HEAD SHAKING

MOMENTS OF UNBELIEF

COLORS REVEALED

SHAME ON ME

I UNDERACHIEVED

SPOKE HIGHLY OF

TOO SOON

TO MY KIN

TOO LATE,

I GAVE MY ALL.

AND NOW,

NO ONE TO SHARE MY FALL

OVERWHELMED

BY LONELINESS

IN THIS DARKNESS

WITHOUT A WAY

TO ILLUMINATE

MONTHS AFTER MONTHS

PLEADING

RESULTED IN DESTRUCTION

ENDING WITH

SUCH DETRIMENT

TO MY SPIRIT

I'M LEARNING

TO EMBRACE PEACE

I'M FIGHTING

WITH FORGIVENESS

AT LEAST.

IN THE MEAN TIME

MY DEMONS

CHANTING FOR REVENGE

I'M SEEKING

FOR WAYS TO ADVANCE

Love... Force it and it disappears. You cannot will love, nor even control it.You can only guide its expression. It comes or it goes according to those qualities in life that invite it or deny its presence. ~David Seabury

ThE eXiT

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LIFE’S A THRILL TO THE EYES OF THE UNKNOWN

WISE MEN ONCE SPOKE IN DEEP SOUND:

“NOT KNOWING IS LIKE THE SILENCE IN THE EMPTINESS OF A COMA…”

THEN THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENT.

SOUNDLESS, ENOUGH TO HEAR THE QUIET WIND OUTSIDE ON A WARM SPRING EVENING.

AS THE ARTIFICIAL CHAMBERS OF OXYGEN REMAINED BRIEFLY IN FUNCTION,

THE CRYING meow's OF CATS CAN ONLY CONFIRM TERMINATION.

HE WHISPERS:

“THERE ARE THOSE WHO SPEAK

BUT THOSE WHO SEEK NEVER FALL

SUCCESS IN LIFE IS A BRAWL.

BEFORE YOU WALK YOU MUST CRAWL.

KEEP GOD THEN YOU WILL SURVIVE”

ONCE AGAIN THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENT…

SOUNDLESS, ENOUGH TO HEAR THE QUIET WIND OUTSIDE ON A WARM SPRING EVENING.

THE ARTIFICIAL CHAMBERS OF OXYGEN REMAINED BRIEFLY IN FUNCTION,

THE CRYING meow's OF CATS CAN ONLY CONFIRM TERMINATION.

AGAIN HE WHISPERS:

“EVEN THOSE ON THE HIGHEST THRONE MUST DESCEND TO ASHES.

EVEN THE GREATEST CAN NOT BE AN ISLAND.

BUT AT THEIR BEST ONLY THEN CAN BECOME PENINSULAS.

GOD, PRINCIPLES, STRONG HEART, AND KINDNESS TO THE NEEDY ARE MY OLD 4 KeYs TO SUCCESS.

STAY STRONG AND DO NOT LOSE GRIP ON THE IMPORTANCE”

ONCE AGAIN THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENT…

SOUNDLESS, ENOUGH TO HEAR THE QUIET WIND OUTSIDE ON A WARM SPRING EVENING.

AS THE ARTIFICIAL CHAMBERS OF OXYGEN REMAINED BRIEFLY IN FUNCTION,

THE CRYING meow's OF CATS CAN ONLY CONFIRM TERMINATION.

THIS TIME HE’S GONE

TRULY INTO THAT DEEP SLEEP.

NO COMING BACK

NO SOUNDING FACT

AND I’M LEFT WITH ONE LAST PHRASE,

“KNOWLEDGE OF SELF DETERMINATION…”

PHASE2: ThE NoW

THE ECHO CONTINUES,

KNOWLEDGE OF SELF, DETERMINATION

KNOWLEDGE OF SELF, ELEVATION

KNOWLEDGE OF THE UNKNOWN, DEPRIVATION

AND THAT IS MY CURRENT ESTATE.

NOT KNOWING IS THE COMA WE ALL WANT TO ARISE FROM.

SO SUDDEN YOU NO LONGER IN A PHYSICAL FORM

SO SUDDEN SINCE REMOVING THE UMBILICAL CORD

SO SUDDEN SINCE THE METAPHORIC STORY TELLING OF MY ANCESTOR.

SINCE THAT LONG AND PRECIOUS WALK TO 1st.DaY OF 1st.GrAdE

SINCE THOSE SURPRISES AT LUNCH TIME

SINCE THE BACK YARD CULTIVATING LESSONS

SINCE THE LIFE LEARN MORALS AND BLESSINGS

SO SUDDEN SINCE

ALL SUDDEN

SINCE…

YESTERDAY BLEW FASTER THAN THE WINDS

SO FAST THAT IT STINGS.

TODAY I’M LEFT CONTEMPLATING THE IFS

OUR SEPARATION CAUSED A LOST OF GUIDANCE

HOW MAY I ADVANCE?

HOW WILL I CARRY MY NAME?

PaCeM

I don’t know where I’m going but I am very confident cause I can feel his presence.

This morning my mind was up and early but at the same time blank as a white sheet of paper. Ironically i thought that was a very good thing because it felt like an introduction to a new chapter. New Life. New Sight. New Beginning. So I went through series of meditations for about 30minutes to center my focus. Then a clear thought almost like a voice came to mind. It said something like this: Peace will only happen after the occurrence of transformation and/or rebirth. I thought to myself "Hmmmn that was different". It wasn't until a while after some deep digestions that i was able to tie both ends with something i was taught long ago at church which talked about what Jesus told the disciples after his resurrection on the third day: "I give you peace, my peace i leave to you"... in other words, it wasn't until after the occurrence of transformation from dyeing to resurrecting that he then granted us his peace (as well as the authority to keep and to make peace) before returning to the Man above.

I'm no prophet but i think i received a clear message this morning not just for me but also for the whole human race of this generation. Just looking at all the incidents that took place in my life and around the world within the past week or even past history; I feel that there have been some occurrence of transformations and/or rebirth before the turn of this new chapter. New Life. New Sight. New Beginning.

This to my understanding is the only way to arrive in that great level of peace today, tomorrow, to infinity.

"Pacem relinquo vobis pacem meam do vobis non quomodo mundus dat ego do vobis non turbetur cor vestrum neque formidet"

John14:27

--------- Pacem in this context is a latin word meaning: Peace ------