Thursday, October 6, 2011

And i Love You


In Every Way
i Love it when we Play
i Love you in my Pray
i Loved you then
and Love for you to Stay
My Darling,
knows my heart,
knows my intentions,
and that's all we need to start...

is That i Love You.
in Every Way

i wish i could say more
i wish i could play more
i'm learning,
some things are better left quiet
i'm learning,
silence brings clarity.
I hope you had a fun day
on this beautiful sunday.
Me,
i slept all day.
hoping i get to travel to a place filled with joy
like little boys, on the playground
with friends, toys, and play sounds.

i slept hoping once awake,
life will have a different shape.
hoping once awake,
our struggles was all a fake.
Even food is no longer of interest
appetite is felt-less
i hope for a regain, tomorrow.
i hope our good days will follow
i hope,
through God,
bad days ahead will be borrowed.
sometimes,
i wish i offered more.

This is the illusion involved when my mind is talking to you.
Even in the midst of tribulations,
we must survive.
Even in the midst of complications,
our sense of humor will keep things alive...

Monday, August 8, 2011

FREELANCE REFLECTION

NO MORE LOSING SLEEP

WHEN AIMING FOR EXCELLENCE

NO MORE PLEADING

WHEN FOCUSED ON STRIVING

TO THE MASTERY OF TEMPERANCE


WOKE UP THIS MORNING

FEELING LIKE THE FUTURE.

BELONGING IN A CITY

WHERE NO LESS

IS TAKEN

BUT PERFORMANCE

UNDER PRESSURE


HAPPY IS HOME,

NOW OVER HERE ?

ITS ROUGH RUGGET AND RAW.

AND GRINDING

IS THE RESEMBLANCE

OF IT ALL


STILL,

THE PRESENCE OF GOD

VIGOROUSLY FELT…

**I have no idea where I’m going with this but my mind is traveling very fast and I love this lane so fast and so furious. Hope you catch my drift.**


WOKE UP THIS MORNING

EYES DRY

BETTER THAN LAST NIGHT

BUT EMOTIONALLY

ROLLERCOASTING

ON VIVIAN GREEN.


TOOK A SHOT

AT DAILY ROUTINE

MEDITATION

VAPORIZING STEAM


CLARITY IS

OUT OF REACH

ON THIS DAY

FILLED WITH CLOUDS


HEARD A VOICE

CLEAR AND LOUD

SAYING,

IT’S HARD TO KNOW YOUR WORTH

WHEN SURROUNDED

BY WORTHLESS.


TRUTH IS,

THERE'S NO GREATER

SATISFACTION

THAN ACTING ALONE


AT LAST,

DISAPPOINTMENTS

LOOKS LIKE A MIRROR

REFLECTION OF SELF.


AFTER GIVING

EVERYTHING,

IT'S TIME,

TIME TO GIVE

EVERYTHING UP.


LET EVERYTHING DOWN

LET EVERYTHING GROUND

LIKE A SEED


LET IT GROW

LET IT FLOW

LET GOD...


Monday, July 11, 2011

DarkHole

IT’S HARD STANDING UP WHEN YOUR HEAD IS ALWAYS HUNG DOWN. IT’S HARD EXPOSING YOUR CAPABILITIES, WHEN IN FEAR YOU CONSTANTLY ABOUND. IT’S HARD TO VISUALIZE THE END, WHEN YOU WON’T EVEN START. IT’S HARD TO FIND HOPE FOR THE FUTURE, WHEN YOU’RE NOT ASSURED BY FAITH. IT’S HARD TO FIND HOPE, WHEN YOU DON’T HAVE THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS NOT SEEN. IT’S HARD TO FIND HOPE WHEN YOU'RE GOING DOWN HILL. IT’S HARD TO CLAIM THE VICTORY WHEN YOU’VE ALREADY ACCEPTED DEFEAT. IT’S HARD TO KNOW YOUR WORTH, WHEN YOU’RE SURROUNDED BY WORTHLESS. IT’S HARD TO SEE YOUR WORTH, WHEN YOUR ENEMY IS THE CONSTANT REMINDER OF HOW YOU’VE FALLEN SHORT OF YOUR FATHER’S COMMANDS. IT’S HARD TO LAY YOUR BURDENS DOWN, WHEN YOU NEVER KNEW THEY WERE NOT MEANT FOR YOU TO HAVE. IT’S HARD KNOWING THAT YOU ARE FORGIVEN, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN REDEEMED. IT’S HARD TO KEEP THE FAITH, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW HE’S A REFUGE FOR THE OPPRESSED, A STRONGHOLD IN TIMES OF TROUBLE. IT’S HARD TO EXPERIENCE FREEDOM, WHEN YOU’RE HANDCUFFED TO YOUR PAST. IT’S HARD TO FIND THE JOY, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW THE PROMISE THAT YOUR PRESENT STRUGGLES SHALL COME TO PASS. IT’S HARD TO MOVE FORWARD, WHEN YOU’RE SET ON LOOKING BACK. IT’S HARD TO SEE THE ABUNDANCE, WHEN YOU’RE FOCUSED ON YOUR LACKS. IT’S HARD TO FIGHT THE BATTLE, WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW THAT IT IS ALREADY WON.

IT’S HARD TO SEE THE RANBOW WHEN YOU’RE TOO AFRAID TO STEP OUT OF THE DARK. IN DEED IN EVERY DARK HOLE THERE’S ALWAYS A CRACK, AND THAT’S WHERE THE LIGHT COMES IN. BUT I TELL YOU IT’S EVEN HARDER TO SEE THAT LIGHT, WHEN YOU HAVE NOT ACCEPTED THE SON.

Written by Yannick

Inspired by Sharece Vance

Sunday, July 10, 2011

MARIA VALENCIA

THE COUPLE LIVED IN A TOWN THAT SEEM TO HAVE A PROSPEROUS FUTURE. GEOGRAPHICALLY, THE TOWN CONSIST OF PLATEAUS, MOUNTAINS AND VALLEYS. ITS CLIMATE, TROPICAL AND RAIN FOREST LIKE PROVIDED EVIDENCE OF NATURAL GROWTH ACROSS ITS DARK BROWNISH SOIL. A RIVER SHAPED LIKE A UNICORN, BIRTHED IN THE NORTHEAST REGION DOWN TO THE SOUTHWEST REGION JOINING THE ATLANTIC. WITH A CARPENTRY BUSINESS THE COUPLE'S FUTURE LOOKED PROMISING AS THE TOWN’S POPULATION STAGGERED ON A WEEKLY BASIS. ** Rosa-Maria is the name of the woman in this story. ** Valencia is the third largest city in Spain.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE HARBOR.

I FELL BEHIND CRYING ON THE DOCK

DEPARTED WITH MY LIFETIME INVESTMENT AND STOCK.

THERE GOES THE SHIP…

ON A JOURNEY TO VAST WATERS OF THE OCEAN

THE RIVER IS NO LONGER A CHALLENGE

LIFE’S NO LONGER A BALANCE

SHE’S TAKEN ALL THAT WAS LEFT OF ME TO VALENCIA

WHO’S TO PUT ME OUT OF THIS MISERY?

GOD, THE CONQUERER OF ALL

PLEASE WAKE ME FROM THIS REALITY.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE HARBOR.

I FELL BEHIND CRYING ON THE DOCK

THIRSTY AS SAHARA

I AM WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO BRING GROWTH.

IN THE MORNING, I DAY DREAM ABOUT OUR LIVES TOGETHER

REMINISCING ON THE DAYS WE PLANNED TO EXCHANGE VOWS IN THE LATE SEASONS OF JUNE.

WONDERING HOW YOU DISAPPEARED FOREVER

IN THE NIGHT I COUNT THE PATTERNS OF THE MOON BECAUSE ROSA-MARIA OVER POWERED SLEEP.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

DEPARTED FROM THE HARBOR

I’M LEFT WITH A LONG LASTING DETRIMENT TO MY SPIRIT.

MEMORIES REMAIN ALIVE UNTIL WE UNITE

AS THE SUN’S FINGERPRINTS RELOCATES ACROSS THE SKY,

I HOPE THE GODS OF THE WIND PUNISH THE WAVES THAT KEPT MY WORRIES TIED.

**PHASE 2**

CANOEING THROUGH VAST WATERS OF THE OCEAN

RESISTING CONSTANT WAVES IN MOTION,

ALL SO I MAY FOLLOW THIS MATCHING SOUND OF MY HEART BEAT,

HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN VALENCIA.

STRIVING THROUGH FORESTS UNKNOWN,

SEEKING TO GRASP HER APPEARANCE IN FULL BLOWN,

I HEARD STORIES LIKE THESE HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS.

HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN VALENCIA.

IT IS TRUE THAT OPPORTUNITY COMES TO THOSE WHO WAIT.

BUT JUST HOW CLOSE ONE MUST BE IN ORDER TO SEIZE ?

LOVE IS SOMETIMES JUST BELIEFS OF THE UNTHINKABLE…

THIS TIME MY BEATS HAS TAKEN AN ALTERNATIVE DIRECTION

PALPABLE AS REALITY BE, I FOUND HER MAKING SOUNDS WITH ANOTHER KIND

DEFINITELY NOT MINE.

IMPOSING SELF TO EMBRACE THIS FINAL MOMENT WITH RELIEF IS ALL THAT’S LEFT OF ME

IN THIS EPIPHANY

REGARDLESS OF THE PROMISES MADE ON RAIN, STORM, SLEET & SNOW

SHE’S DISCOVERED A NEW FLOW, TO CARRY ON

I MUST LET HER GO.

AND SO AT NIGHT, MY MEMOIRE PREPARES ITS SHARE…

MY DEAR,

YOU DISCOREVERED A NEW SOUND.

I FEARED THERE’S NO COMING BACK.

BUT MAY THIS MUSIC BE EVERLASTING TO YOUR EARS

FOR THEY DON’T COME IN VAGUE

ENJOY.

**PHASE 3**

IF YOU WANT TO BE GIVEN EVERYTHING, GIVE EVERYTHING UP.

EVEN THOUGH GIVING IS NOT A TWO WAY STREET.

DAYS HAVE PASSED AND LIFE LOOKS MORE LIKE REAPED HISTORY

I SHALL DARE TO UTTER BLASPHEMIES AGAINST IT

MEMORIES OF THE DOCK AND THE WAVES AND ROSA-MARIA TRIGGER MY LONG GONE SENSE OF TOUCH TO HOW WE USE TO BE.

NOW I SEE THAT IT IS EASY LOVING THAN BEING LOVED…

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Hourglass

Since it is true that the more the sand “has escaped from the hourglass of our life, the clearer we should see through it”, I see the true colors of folks within my reach. And so any promise made becomes only necessity of the past, what’s happening now is the necessity of the present.

When the “Now” speaks it says, we are products of the environment. Refusing to stretch aid to our neighbors only assures individuality and greediness of tomorrow. We are the machines that keep this world spinning tilted. We are responsible for the rivers of the earth’s overflowing blood. We are the source of our children’s mind twisted. We are the source of their imagination folded. We are the halt on flow. We are the future with nowhere to go. How will I grow?

I’m pleading that you may take a look in the mirror, hoping you can see this distorted reflection of self. My name is Sahara; I am thirsty for the better of our posterity. My name is Jerusalem; I am the genesis of great destiny. My name is Ramadan; I’m starving for humanity…

Friday, June 3, 2011

ToDaY

As if tomorrow was burned
I'm surrounded by today,
Smooth and productive
Early rise, no alarm to prove i'm alive
No dreams. Which means,
No need to read through my archives,
In order to make sense or connections.
Happy i am
Free i feel

Just as if tomorrow was burned
I'm surrounded by today,
Smooth and productive
Sun early rising, birds fearlessly singing
To Ears, suppressed from quarrels
No phone ringing!
Happy i am,
Free i feel.

What's next,
Now that sorrow became yesterday's emotion?
To do list:
Take this oath for progression,
Growth sessions,
No stressing,
Community service & constant migration.

As if tomorrow was burned
I'm surrounded by today
Carpe Diem...