Sunday, July 10, 2011

MARIA VALENCIA

THE COUPLE LIVED IN A TOWN THAT SEEM TO HAVE A PROSPEROUS FUTURE. GEOGRAPHICALLY, THE TOWN CONSIST OF PLATEAUS, MOUNTAINS AND VALLEYS. ITS CLIMATE, TROPICAL AND RAIN FOREST LIKE PROVIDED EVIDENCE OF NATURAL GROWTH ACROSS ITS DARK BROWNISH SOIL. A RIVER SHAPED LIKE A UNICORN, BIRTHED IN THE NORTHEAST REGION DOWN TO THE SOUTHWEST REGION JOINING THE ATLANTIC. WITH A CARPENTRY BUSINESS THE COUPLE'S FUTURE LOOKED PROMISING AS THE TOWN’S POPULATION STAGGERED ON A WEEKLY BASIS. ** Rosa-Maria is the name of the woman in this story. ** Valencia is the third largest city in Spain.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE HARBOR.

I FELL BEHIND CRYING ON THE DOCK

DEPARTED WITH MY LIFETIME INVESTMENT AND STOCK.

THERE GOES THE SHIP…

ON A JOURNEY TO VAST WATERS OF THE OCEAN

THE RIVER IS NO LONGER A CHALLENGE

LIFE’S NO LONGER A BALANCE

SHE’S TAKEN ALL THAT WAS LEFT OF ME TO VALENCIA

WHO’S TO PUT ME OUT OF THIS MISERY?

GOD, THE CONQUERER OF ALL

PLEASE WAKE ME FROM THIS REALITY.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE HARBOR.

I FELL BEHIND CRYING ON THE DOCK

THIRSTY AS SAHARA

I AM WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO BRING GROWTH.

IN THE MORNING, I DAY DREAM ABOUT OUR LIVES TOGETHER

REMINISCING ON THE DAYS WE PLANNED TO EXCHANGE VOWS IN THE LATE SEASONS OF JUNE.

WONDERING HOW YOU DISAPPEARED FOREVER

IN THE NIGHT I COUNT THE PATTERNS OF THE MOON BECAUSE ROSA-MARIA OVER POWERED SLEEP.

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN ONCE

THERE, I HEAR THE SOUNDS OF THE HORN TWICE

DEPARTED FROM THE HARBOR

I’M LEFT WITH A LONG LASTING DETRIMENT TO MY SPIRIT.

MEMORIES REMAIN ALIVE UNTIL WE UNITE

AS THE SUN’S FINGERPRINTS RELOCATES ACROSS THE SKY,

I HOPE THE GODS OF THE WIND PUNISH THE WAVES THAT KEPT MY WORRIES TIED.

**PHASE 2**

CANOEING THROUGH VAST WATERS OF THE OCEAN

RESISTING CONSTANT WAVES IN MOTION,

ALL SO I MAY FOLLOW THIS MATCHING SOUND OF MY HEART BEAT,

HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN VALENCIA.

STRIVING THROUGH FORESTS UNKNOWN,

SEEKING TO GRASP HER APPEARANCE IN FULL BLOWN,

I HEARD STORIES LIKE THESE HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS.

HIDDEN SOMEWHERE IN VALENCIA.

IT IS TRUE THAT OPPORTUNITY COMES TO THOSE WHO WAIT.

BUT JUST HOW CLOSE ONE MUST BE IN ORDER TO SEIZE ?

LOVE IS SOMETIMES JUST BELIEFS OF THE UNTHINKABLE…

THIS TIME MY BEATS HAS TAKEN AN ALTERNATIVE DIRECTION

PALPABLE AS REALITY BE, I FOUND HER MAKING SOUNDS WITH ANOTHER KIND

DEFINITELY NOT MINE.

IMPOSING SELF TO EMBRACE THIS FINAL MOMENT WITH RELIEF IS ALL THAT’S LEFT OF ME

IN THIS EPIPHANY

REGARDLESS OF THE PROMISES MADE ON RAIN, STORM, SLEET & SNOW

SHE’S DISCOVERED A NEW FLOW, TO CARRY ON

I MUST LET HER GO.

AND SO AT NIGHT, MY MEMOIRE PREPARES ITS SHARE…

MY DEAR,

YOU DISCOREVERED A NEW SOUND.

I FEARED THERE’S NO COMING BACK.

BUT MAY THIS MUSIC BE EVERLASTING TO YOUR EARS

FOR THEY DON’T COME IN VAGUE

ENJOY.

**PHASE 3**

IF YOU WANT TO BE GIVEN EVERYTHING, GIVE EVERYTHING UP.

EVEN THOUGH GIVING IS NOT A TWO WAY STREET.

DAYS HAVE PASSED AND LIFE LOOKS MORE LIKE REAPED HISTORY

I SHALL DARE TO UTTER BLASPHEMIES AGAINST IT

MEMORIES OF THE DOCK AND THE WAVES AND ROSA-MARIA TRIGGER MY LONG GONE SENSE OF TOUCH TO HOW WE USE TO BE.

NOW I SEE THAT IT IS EASY LOVING THAN BEING LOVED…

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Hourglass

Since it is true that the more the sand “has escaped from the hourglass of our life, the clearer we should see through it”, I see the true colors of folks within my reach. And so any promise made becomes only necessity of the past, what’s happening now is the necessity of the present.

When the “Now” speaks it says, we are products of the environment. Refusing to stretch aid to our neighbors only assures individuality and greediness of tomorrow. We are the machines that keep this world spinning tilted. We are responsible for the rivers of the earth’s overflowing blood. We are the source of our children’s mind twisted. We are the source of their imagination folded. We are the halt on flow. We are the future with nowhere to go. How will I grow?

I’m pleading that you may take a look in the mirror, hoping you can see this distorted reflection of self. My name is Sahara; I am thirsty for the better of our posterity. My name is Jerusalem; I am the genesis of great destiny. My name is Ramadan; I’m starving for humanity…

Friday, June 3, 2011

ToDaY

As if tomorrow was burned
I'm surrounded by today,
Smooth and productive
Early rise, no alarm to prove i'm alive
No dreams. Which means,
No need to read through my archives,
In order to make sense or connections.
Happy i am
Free i feel

Just as if tomorrow was burned
I'm surrounded by today,
Smooth and productive
Sun early rising, birds fearlessly singing
To Ears, suppressed from quarrels
No phone ringing!
Happy i am,
Free i feel.

What's next,
Now that sorrow became yesterday's emotion?
To do list:
Take this oath for progression,
Growth sessions,
No stressing,
Community service & constant migration.

As if tomorrow was burned
I'm surrounded by today
Carpe Diem...

Monday, May 30, 2011

RaNdOm

How can you tell the rain not to fall when clouds exist. How can you tell the leaves not to fall when the wind exist. How can you tell me not to fall in love when you exist... i seek to live ur presence today, tomorrow, to infinity in Unity!

Monday, May 9, 2011

PATIENCE, KINDNESS, SLOW TO ANGER

WITH HER I LEARNED PATIENCE

WITH HER I LEARNED KINDNESS

WITH HER I BECAME SLOW TO ANGER

LOVE,


LIKE AN ORGANISM UNSEEN

SHE CAUGHT MY INSTINCTS

BY SURPRISE

LIKE AN EARLY SUN RISE,

AWAKEN I WAS BY HER SPIRIT


WITH HER I LEARNED PATIENCE

WITH HER I LEARNED KINDNESS

WITH HER I BECAME SLOW TO ANGER

LOVE,


AT TIMES,

I FIND MYSELF

PROTECTIVE OF HER.


LIKE THE FULLY BLOWN

DAFFODILS BY THE LAKE

HER PRESENCE,

A THING OF BEAUTY


UNTIL,

UNTIL THE DAYS CONFRONTATIONS

AND ARGUMENTS TOOK TURN.

SHE TRANSFORMED


INTO A PERSON NEVER SEEN

INTO SOMETHING

SOMETHING AFRAID TO STARE AT


BLOOD BOILING

IN A LOSS FOR WORDS

FELT BETRAYED

ASHAMED

OF SELF ALL WAS LEFT OF ME


HEAD SHAKING

MOMENTS OF UNBELIEF

COLORS REVEALED

SHAME ON ME

I UNDERACHIEVED


SPOKE HIGHLY OF

TOO SOON

TO MY KIN

TOO LATE,

I GAVE MY ALL.


AND NOW,

NO ONE TO SHARE MY FALL

OVERWHELMED

BY LONELINESS


IN THIS DARKNESS

WITHOUT A WAY

TO ILLUMINATE


MONTHS AFTER MONTHS

PLEADING

RESULTED IN DESTRUCTION

ENDING WITH

SUCH DETRIMENT

TO MY SPIRIT


I'M LEARNING

TO EMBRACE PEACE

I'M FIGHTING

WITH FORGIVENESS

AT LEAST.


IN THE MEAN TIME

MY DEMONS

CHANTING FOR REVENGE

I'M SEEKING

FOR WAYS TO ADVANCE


Love... Force it and it disappears. You cannot will love, nor even control it.You can only guide its expression. It comes or it goes according to those qualities in life that invite it or deny its presence. ~David Seabury