Hourglass

Since it is true that the more the sand “has escaped from the hourglass of our life, the clearer we should see through it”, I see the true colors of folks within my reach. And so any promise made becomes only necessity of the past, what’s happening now is the necessity of the present.

When the “Now” speaks it says, we are products of the environment. Refusing to stretch aid to our neighbors only assures individuality and greediness of tomorrow. We are the machines that keep this world spinning tilted. We are responsible for the rivers of the earth’s overflowing blood. We are the source of our children’s mind twisted. We are the source of their imagination folded. We are the halt on flow. We are the future with nowhere to go. How will I grow?

I’m pleading that you may take a look in the mirror, hoping you can see this distorted reflection of self. My name is Sahara; I am thirsty for the better of our posterity. My name is Jerusalem; I am the genesis of great destiny. My name is Ramadan; I’m starving for humanity…

Raphael Saadiq - Good Man

ToDaY

As if tomorrow was burned

I'm surrounded by today,

Smooth and productive

Early rise, no alarm to prove i'm alive

No dreams. Which means,

No need to read through my archives,

In order to make sense or connections.

Happy i am

Free i feel

Just as if tomorrow was burned

I'm surrounded by today,

Smooth and productive

Sun early rising, birds fearlessly singing

To Ears, suppressed from quarrels

No phone ringing!

Happy i am,

Free i feel.

What's next,

Now that sorrow became yesterday's emotion?

To do list:

Take this oath for progression,

Growth sessions,

No stressing,

Community service & constant migration.

As if tomorrow was burned

I'm surrounded by today

Carpe Diem...

RaNdOm

How can you tell the rain not to fall when clouds exist. How can you tell the leaves not to fall when the wind exist. How can you tell me not to fall in love when you exist... i seek to live ur presence today, tomorrow, to infinity in Unity!

Tinie Tempah - Written In The Stars ft. Eric Turner

PATIENCE, KINDNESS, SLOW TO ANGER

WITH HER I LEARNED PATIENCE

WITH HER I LEARNED KINDNESS

WITH HER I BECAME SLOW TO ANGER

LOVE,

LIKE AN ORGANISM UNSEEN

SHE CAUGHT MY INSTINCTS

BY SURPRISE

LIKE AN EARLY SUN RISE,

AWAKEN I WAS BY HER SPIRIT

WITH HER I LEARNED PATIENCE

WITH HER I LEARNED KINDNESS

WITH HER I BECAME SLOW TO ANGER

LOVE,

AT TIMES,

I FIND MYSELF

PROTECTIVE OF HER.

LIKE THE FULLY BLOWN

DAFFODILS BY THE LAKE

HER PRESENCE,

A THING OF BEAUTY

UNTIL,

UNTIL THE DAYS CONFRONTATIONS

AND ARGUMENTS TOOK TURN.

SHE TRANSFORMED

INTO A PERSON NEVER SEEN

INTO SOMETHING

SOMETHING AFRAID TO STARE AT

BLOOD BOILING

IN A LOSS FOR WORDS

FELT BETRAYED

ASHAMED

OF SELF ALL WAS LEFT OF ME

HEAD SHAKING

MOMENTS OF UNBELIEF

COLORS REVEALED

SHAME ON ME

I UNDERACHIEVED

SPOKE HIGHLY OF

TOO SOON

TO MY KIN

TOO LATE,

I GAVE MY ALL.

AND NOW,

NO ONE TO SHARE MY FALL

OVERWHELMED

BY LONELINESS

IN THIS DARKNESS

WITHOUT A WAY

TO ILLUMINATE

MONTHS AFTER MONTHS

PLEADING

RESULTED IN DESTRUCTION

ENDING WITH

SUCH DETRIMENT

TO MY SPIRIT

I'M LEARNING

TO EMBRACE PEACE

I'M FIGHTING

WITH FORGIVENESS

AT LEAST.

IN THE MEAN TIME

MY DEMONS

CHANTING FOR REVENGE

I'M SEEKING

FOR WAYS TO ADVANCE

Love... Force it and it disappears. You cannot will love, nor even control it.You can only guide its expression. It comes or it goes according to those qualities in life that invite it or deny its presence. ~David Seabury

ThE eXiT

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LIFE’S A THRILL TO THE EYES OF THE UNKNOWN

WISE MEN ONCE SPOKE IN DEEP SOUND:

“NOT KNOWING IS LIKE THE SILENCE IN THE EMPTINESS OF A COMA…”

THEN THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENT.

SOUNDLESS, ENOUGH TO HEAR THE QUIET WIND OUTSIDE ON A WARM SPRING EVENING.

AS THE ARTIFICIAL CHAMBERS OF OXYGEN REMAINED BRIEFLY IN FUNCTION,

THE CRYING meow's OF CATS CAN ONLY CONFIRM TERMINATION.

HE WHISPERS:

“THERE ARE THOSE WHO SPEAK

BUT THOSE WHO SEEK NEVER FALL

SUCCESS IN LIFE IS A BRAWL.

BEFORE YOU WALK YOU MUST CRAWL.

KEEP GOD THEN YOU WILL SURVIVE”

ONCE AGAIN THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENT…

SOUNDLESS, ENOUGH TO HEAR THE QUIET WIND OUTSIDE ON A WARM SPRING EVENING.

THE ARTIFICIAL CHAMBERS OF OXYGEN REMAINED BRIEFLY IN FUNCTION,

THE CRYING meow's OF CATS CAN ONLY CONFIRM TERMINATION.

AGAIN HE WHISPERS:

“EVEN THOSE ON THE HIGHEST THRONE MUST DESCEND TO ASHES.

EVEN THE GREATEST CAN NOT BE AN ISLAND.

BUT AT THEIR BEST ONLY THEN CAN BECOME PENINSULAS.

GOD, PRINCIPLES, STRONG HEART, AND KINDNESS TO THE NEEDY ARE MY OLD 4 KeYs TO SUCCESS.

STAY STRONG AND DO NOT LOSE GRIP ON THE IMPORTANCE”

ONCE AGAIN THERE WAS A MOMENT OF SILENT…

SOUNDLESS, ENOUGH TO HEAR THE QUIET WIND OUTSIDE ON A WARM SPRING EVENING.

AS THE ARTIFICIAL CHAMBERS OF OXYGEN REMAINED BRIEFLY IN FUNCTION,

THE CRYING meow's OF CATS CAN ONLY CONFIRM TERMINATION.

THIS TIME HE’S GONE

TRULY INTO THAT DEEP SLEEP.

NO COMING BACK

NO SOUNDING FACT

AND I’M LEFT WITH ONE LAST PHRASE,

“KNOWLEDGE OF SELF DETERMINATION…”

PHASE2: ThE NoW

THE ECHO CONTINUES,

KNOWLEDGE OF SELF, DETERMINATION

KNOWLEDGE OF SELF, ELEVATION

KNOWLEDGE OF THE UNKNOWN, DEPRIVATION

AND THAT IS MY CURRENT ESTATE.

NOT KNOWING IS THE COMA WE ALL WANT TO ARISE FROM.

SO SUDDEN YOU NO LONGER IN A PHYSICAL FORM

SO SUDDEN SINCE REMOVING THE UMBILICAL CORD

SO SUDDEN SINCE THE METAPHORIC STORY TELLING OF MY ANCESTOR.

SINCE THAT LONG AND PRECIOUS WALK TO 1st.DaY OF 1st.GrAdE

SINCE THOSE SURPRISES AT LUNCH TIME

SINCE THE BACK YARD CULTIVATING LESSONS

SINCE THE LIFE LEARN MORALS AND BLESSINGS

SO SUDDEN SINCE

ALL SUDDEN

SINCE…

YESTERDAY BLEW FASTER THAN THE WINDS

SO FAST THAT IT STINGS.

TODAY I’M LEFT CONTEMPLATING THE IFS

OUR SEPARATION CAUSED A LOST OF GUIDANCE

HOW MAY I ADVANCE?

HOW WILL I CARRY MY NAME?